Inception
So, I went to Seattle the other day. I want to do a full run-down of how it was but that might take a while. Told my mom I went to sight see and I expected to be lectured on not spending money on things. But of course, good times continue, and she was overly ecstatic that I had a desire to travel and see places. I could tell that she had had the same desire as me before. People don't get excited the way she did for other people like that. So now, I have my mom's blessing to go ahead and save up to just travel. Which is noooo problem considering the amount of bank I'm making muahahaha. Work suddenly got better. Now all I need is a camera... my phone won't cut it.
///DREAM
It's hard to remember much but I do remember waking up from a dream in my dream at one point. I almost had a lucid dream in my dream within a dream but I lost it at the last second and woke up to sleep paralysis. For some reason, I was hoping that no cockroaches would come. Sure enough, what I thought about came true. A couple cockroaches came onto my bed and I couldn't do anything cuz I had sleep paralysis. Eventually I was able to move and I started to smack them off my bed. I a dog and he started to gobble them up. Then I touched my butt and I thought there was one on me and I freaked the fuck out. Jumping around but apparently it was just some sort of scar. Not sure which is freakier. I looked outside my window and saw the police creating a huge roadblock out of my cul-de-sac. Fin.
So I've been working on a little experiment amongst my parents to see if they could be happy simply by seeing my exuding happiness. And it has worked. Wasn't really that hard since I made some changes in my attitude towards them. Pretty big ones actually. Things like saying, "I love you," at the end of phone conversations or giving my dad some money so that he can get out of the house every now and then. It's still hard sometimes to deal with them but not nearly as much. I just hope it'll stay this way.
Where should I travel to next? I'm thinking either Bryce Canyon in Utah (not sure what else I'd do there), Chicago, New York, or L.A.
I love how in tune my spirit is with my mind and body. I'm in sync with them in ALMOST every aspect of my life. Just a little more to go before I'll never be stressed or sad for extended periods of time.
Joy and happiness from drugs left an impact that changed me but finding joy and happiness sober leaves me feeling so much... cleaner.
I wonder what people would think if I talked the way I write my blogs...
///DREAM
It's hard to remember much but I do remember waking up from a dream in my dream at one point. I almost had a lucid dream in my dream within a dream but I lost it at the last second and woke up to sleep paralysis. For some reason, I was hoping that no cockroaches would come. Sure enough, what I thought about came true. A couple cockroaches came onto my bed and I couldn't do anything cuz I had sleep paralysis. Eventually I was able to move and I started to smack them off my bed. I a dog and he started to gobble them up. Then I touched my butt and I thought there was one on me and I freaked the fuck out. Jumping around but apparently it was just some sort of scar. Not sure which is freakier. I looked outside my window and saw the police creating a huge roadblock out of my cul-de-sac. Fin.
So I've been working on a little experiment amongst my parents to see if they could be happy simply by seeing my exuding happiness. And it has worked. Wasn't really that hard since I made some changes in my attitude towards them. Pretty big ones actually. Things like saying, "I love you," at the end of phone conversations or giving my dad some money so that he can get out of the house every now and then. It's still hard sometimes to deal with them but not nearly as much. I just hope it'll stay this way.
Where should I travel to next? I'm thinking either Bryce Canyon in Utah (not sure what else I'd do there), Chicago, New York, or L.A.
I love how in tune my spirit is with my mind and body. I'm in sync with them in ALMOST every aspect of my life. Just a little more to go before I'll never be stressed or sad for extended periods of time.
Joy and happiness from drugs left an impact that changed me but finding joy and happiness sober leaves me feeling so much... cleaner.
I wonder what people would think if I talked the way I write my blogs...
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