///DREAM

In today's dream I was with Janos, Jimin, BJ, and Molli. We were all about to go to some concert and before we went in we gathered together in a room with a bunch of bookshelves lined with comic books. At the table I took out some Molly for us to split before the concert. We mixed it up together with some mustard powder because some other people were doing that too to hide it better. I walked around and looked for a food vendor and got a hot dog and a pretzel. It was the best pretzel ever when I bit into it. It was so warm, soft, tasty, and had just the right amount of butter and salt on it. Mmmm I'm getting hungry. When Janos was almost done the cops came in and busted the other table so we quickly hid the stuff and good thing we used mustard powder to hide it. The cops questioned us and said something about testing the ketchup in the bowl next to us but that was about it.

So, I wonder if my dreams are telling me not to be around drugs right now because bad things are about to happen. Maybe, maybe not. It is really weird to have two dreams like these in such short intervals...

Starting to realize that maybe I've been a pessimist my whole life and now I view life in an optimistic point of view. Rather than finding bad reasons for everything I see the good.

Am I making another connection that doesn't really exist again? The mind is a tricky thing. It only sees what it wants to see. Especially the damn ego.

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