I wonder if I even need to put a title in. We shall see.

Another way I'm living my life is how relatively we make no impact on anything at all. Even the impact I make on Earth is negligible. I'm not here thinking I can change the world. I help when I can, if I can.

I think I could live alone and be totally fine. I feel so content when I'm just chillin by myself. Doing nothing. Letting my mind wander. I feel like I need to do something productive because it's what people do, but I never want to. I just sit, and sit, and sit. However, I can get into a bit of a depressed fit if I think on things that are sad...

It's weird how I know I could be so happy if I just left everything behind me to just roam and make a living doing odd-jobs here and there. Weird to think about. How it's such an easy reality to achieve and yet it seems so difficult and distant.

Test on Monday. I know nothing. Story of my college career.

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