///SHROOMS
i constantly judge myself against others even though i say it doesn't matter. without even realizing it. fuck. i see flower of life in the back of my screen. mmm these shrooms are hitting pretty hard. well obviously shrooms are more fun and engaging than acid. fuck my hipster self. hard to breathe though i will say. soooooooooooooooooooo fun to dance on. like x1111100000000 than molly. fuck molly. i can actually collect my thoughts more cohesively than acid. what. kay i enjoy.i am kind of afraid to drink this beer. apprehensive. :))))) this shit is gonna be funny to read later. visuals are different. everything has more depth shrooms are more engaging. should experiment with acid more but the length is a deterrent :( what is this common motif of narcissism. is a HUGE part of my ego. much less closed eyed visuals "high" starting to come down but wanting more. like a "molly" kind of dose more feeling. i've already felt this in my microdosing. ...