///I DON'T EVEN CONFIDE IN MYSELF ANYMORE "What's wrong with me?" I ask myself this question far too often nowadays with detrimental results to my mental state. C.S. Lewis said that nothing changes day by day but when we look back things are so different from years past. I see a huge difference from who I was a year ago before I graduated from GSU. I have no drive to do anything and just pander in pointless endeavors like reddit or YouTube videos. I don't read at all anymore and am currently feel the most gratification from fucking going anything above seven arena wins in Hearthstone. Like what? What the fuck am I doing? I go days without drinking followed by days of drinking til I'm drunk and then just recovering for a few days to get back into physical/physiological/mental homeostasis. I want to make changes but the scariest part is I don't even know where to start. Well, I can make a short list of things I definitely need to dr...
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