the struggle is real
///LISTENING TO / Small Night Orchestra - Soul Voyage / Olafur Arnalds - Raein ///LOVE (romantic) I... hard to start. Is it hopelessly romantic of me to hope for that One True Love? I don't know. I don't understand. I'm just waiting, and waiting, and waiting. Can I just follow along my current path and kick looking for a partner off to the side and hope to cross paths? I'm not particularly lonely. Not even a sliver near lonely of what I used to feel. Maybe it's just buried underneath my want to become my idealized Self. Focused and eccentric. Active and loving. Mindful and lucid. I ponder if it would be easier if I had someone to grow with me. Probably would be. Find someone who is at a similar junction in there life. Confused and scared of the future but happy to be alive and spreads love. Maybe the only pressure I feel to get a girlfriend is from all the social pressure. People don't blatantly direc...