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///WUT So, been in a relationship with Allie for a couple months now. I told her about how Umma reacted about Allie being Black. Was it a mistake? For a couple weeks I felt like it was but now I feel like it was the most honest thing to say. I knew Allie might (would) be much affected by it. I just didn't expect it to be such an intense reaction once I did externalize it. Fuckin' killed me for the few weeks while everything in our relationship just seemed to turn upside down. So, it begs the question, do I care for her a lot or did I just do this to appease my loneliness? Sitting here right now, I'm really not too sure. Yes, I was definitely hurt that she just seemed to ignore me but I also sit here comfortable knowing that I have her 'affection'. I don't want her to worry about me and I don't have to worry about her. At least, her finding someone else to be in a romantic relationship with. I have the comfort of doing my own thing and her do...