mac's cheesy thoughts

Contemplating on giving Christianity a chance just because I'm so damn stressed these days. I'm so on edge and I just feel bi-polar. The other day I was just pulling out some food to eat from the fridge and the next second I threw the remote across the room. Only a few minutes later after calming myself down did I realize how much of a mood swing that was. Yesterday after work, I was bringing in some groceries and I was just damn pissed at nothing. I was putting all the stuff away so angrily. I need help. Can God help me get A's? I suppose He would help if believing took away some emotional stress. FML. Here's Contemplate by Wale. I miiigghhttt make a food entry next time. Farewell. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KIAFVm7MJo4 does anyone read my entries? i refuse to say blog because it sounds lame

Whenever I tell people that I'm agnostic they always seem to first ask me questions about why and if I hang around long enough they'll eventually ask me to go to church or try to evangelize me. They've all been Christians since I don't know anyone that is any other religion This hasn't happened to me just once but probably about five or so times. So, I came up with an interesting question last night while driving home from work. Would Christians try to convert me if I were Buddhist even though they don't believe in a god as well? I'm thinking they wouldn't because Buddhists have already have something to believe in. Isn't being an agnostic/atheist a belief as well? It is after all, the belief in the non-existence of (or saying that we don't know if there is) God. It's like atheists are free agents and religions are teams trying to recruit them. I'll take my time and pick one if I'm ever compelled to. Until then, leave me alone. I rant...