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///DREAM Definitely a first in a dream. I have never thrown up in my dream before and it's just as disgusting when I dream about it as it is when it happens in real life. I started off with three of my friends, I can't remember any but I want to say one of them was Albert Kang. We were on top of a hill and a bunch of hostile people told us to go away. So, like a mix from Highlander and Braveheart we ran towards a bridge with swords held high, screaming. As I neared the bridge, I found out there was no bridge, only a river, a river of damn chili. I had to cross it and ended up eating tons of chili and when I got to the other side I just started to throw up, and throw up, and throw up, and throw up lots of chili. On a side note, I had chili today at Steak 'N Shake. It was good. In a random scene of my dream I remember I was at a bank with a twenty dollar bill and I tore it in half in order to get a new one. I handed the teller the torn twenty and got a ten dollar bill with ...

Why the fuck is this shit not passed? Makes perfect sense and is not unreasonable by any means. You gotta be shitting me. My blood is boiling right now. Fuck this. DREAM Act

Nothing to do while I wait at the auto shop so I'll write about my dream. ///DREAM 1) I was inside a bathroom trying to lock an unlockable door. 2) At a theme park with the whole Tech crew going out to a theme park. We rode some rides but all of a sudden we had an enemy group that we had to fight against. We schemed our way until me and Janos went to buy some books at a vendor. At first we bought a couple of books to help us. Then we realized we needed two more and the vendor was telling us there's no point because the books are already all filled with plans and agendas. We bought it anyway but it suddenly turned from books to receiving pizza. At this point I thought it was completely normal and knew that the pizza could save us. He gave us some half-cooked pizza and I took a bite. The guy said it would taste bad but it didn't matter because we were using it to complete our objective, not to eat. ///STREET ART I realized there's something else that I really want to lear...

///FACEBOOK SURFING! Once again, bored late at night, I went Facebook surfing. I found a girl that likes hip-hop, Nobuo, Hisaishi, and FMA. I thought this was cool but then the moment that made me go, "hollyy shiittt," was when I saw "Dota" under games. How fucking awesome is that? ///CLARITY I dunno why I named it clarity but it kinda makes sense to me. When I was with my friend Molly I was able to tell someone very clearly how I viewed philosophy. It's pretty simple really. I was telling my friend that although philosophy does interest me very much, it is not the same as science where you have you study up on what past scientists have discovered in order to find something worthwhile. In science, you could possibly go a completely different direction and disregard the norm but you would risk discovering nothing and if you did, you risk being ridiculed. No problem if you find something but it seems pretty unlikely to find anything that way. Philosophy, on the ot...

///DREAM I remember that there was a periodic table of some sort. There were a bunch of guys sitting around and some sort of magic ball would pair them up with an element. Huh?

Been busy since I've been back from Bonnaroo. Still trying to re-adjust to working again. Haven't worked out in a while, or do much at all for that matter. I still feel changed since Bonnaroo. I've found it easier to express myself and my thoughts to other people. Whether or not this is because of Molly I don't know. It is a bit refreshing though. Anyway, dream time. ///DREAM Since I'm writing this almost twelve hours after I woke up I only remember a little bit. Me and a few of my friends had this circular raft with a motor on it and we road it down a dirt road. There was a chain fence we went around to go into water but there was a crocodile in there. We slowly went around it without disturbing it and went down the river. We were afraid security would get us because it was private property. My dream changed scenes from here and I was laying down. I remember some people were in the room but I do remember Lorina Phan being in there. She handed me a bag with a red po...

///LUCID DREAM Today, we have a special dream. That dream is a lucid dream. Finally figured out a way to do this. It's called the WILD technique and it's pretty simple. I'll try practicing this from now on. I was taking a nap during the afternoon and I usually don't like to take naps because I get sleep paralysis. Sometimes freaks me out, other times I just sleep right through it. Today I got sleep paralysis and it was freaky. It felt like a goblin was behind me and breathing down my neck. I did my little trick where I shake my fingers and toes until the paralysis wears off and returned to sleep laying on my back. From here, I unknowingly entered a lucid dream. I'm not too sure on what went on but I do know I was able to bring up Nathalie Portman. I imagined her and bam she was right there. It was pretty hard to control the dream but I just did the thing I know best when I lucid dream, fly. I tried to remember Bonnaroo and flew myself to the destination. Everything ...

///BONNAROO Bonnaroo exceeded my expectations. It's too late for me to write out everything but it was great. Could have been better if some things went right but it was still great. I want to go back to bad. From here on out it's back to work Every Damn Day.

///DREAM All I remember from last night's dream is David Noh flexing and being swole as fuck. I was not jealous because it was freakishly big. That is all. ///DREAMING So many things I want to do but simply unable to do so because of these things called laws, rules, and regulations that bind me. Ridiculous that these things keep me from doing what I want, and need, to do. So for now, I will practice the art of lucid dreaming and fly to where I want to go. Or shroom :DDDD. Prolly not.

///DREAM I was with some people I knew, not friends, like Hannah Lee, James Oh (older one), and Christina Sung. Quite a random group of people to dream about since I haven't thought about or seen them for quite a while now. We were getting ready to pack but realized they had a ridiculous amount of luggage. We eventually just tossed a bunch of stuff much to the dismay of the girls and were on our way to the beach. Unfortunately, I never got to the beach in my dream. It changed to work :(( I was working at Kiku and it was super busy. Charlie was going around doing a lot of things while me and Christian ran the floor and sat people. I was told there was a person complaining over at table nine and I went over to see what the problem was. Their alcoholic drink wasn't strong enough or something so I went back over to the bar to get another. For some reason the bar was overflowing with ice and snow. It quickly became a playing area for me and when I jumped into a mound of snow it wasn...

///WORK Recently accepted a position as assistant manager at the restaurant I was working at. I was extremely hesitant to accept because I knew how much I would have to work. Right now, I'm really burned out from working every single day for the past week with about five more days to go before I get to go on my long-awaited birthday vacation. Bonnaroo awaits. I took this job because I have serious aspirations in my future of traveling and this job will help me accomplish that in more ways than one. I plan on saving tens of thousands in order to just travel and travel. I cannot wait. I intend on becoming that free spirit away from society and enjoying Earth to the fullest. Visiting locations unknown, hiking to mountaintops and climbing back down, sleeping in the wilderness, going out into the city of the darkest alleys, and enjoying the best and adventurous of edible delights. I'm getting off-topic. Work is, at its best, bearable with a few bright spots. I'm somewhat eager t...

///DREAM Me and a bunch of people were chillin' at Hellen Cho's place but the only people I can remember being there by name is Clara, Hellen, and the Annoying Weed Guy, we'll call him Awg. We would pull out some of our best exotic and he would say it was just grass pulled from the ground. A big wtf? would go around and he handed us some plastic looking weed. Shit just took a break from writing it down my dream and I forgot so much... Okay, so Clara was making some pasta and it was from a bag. She put in some more chicken and flavor so that we could taste the "details." Not really sure what that meant. I know I dreamt a lot more than this I just can't remember. Eff. -edit Random things I remember. 1) While at Hellen's place we were bummed out that the year of hanging out at Howell Mill is coming to an end. ///WAGER So, I have run into the perfect explanation of one aspect of my religious views. Pascal's Wager is the thought that, what is the harm in be...