mac's cheesy thoughts

///WHAT I SOUNDS THO Headphones. The way sound has changed since I had put on headphones is ridiculous. All sounds/noises are so much more pronounced/crisp/clear. The rumble (not bass rumble) of the lower frequencies is so soothing.  The textures. Mostly relegated by the frequencies. [[ [lights dimmed. monitor dimmed. Nosaj Thing - Light 3 on. 770's on. let's see how long i last]]] The nice crunchy feels of lows or the tsss of a high. It's nice to find an artist that has a unique wobble/feel to it. The glottal stops. I abso-fucking-lutely loves songs with a sudden lapse in sound only to reappear a second later or ones that taper off then come back in full force. Big Wild, Swell, Bondax, but I can't think of any more right now. Aaaahhh the glottal stop in Big Wild is nice.  Soundstage. Maybe chips in more to 'headphones' but this is what makes getting lost in music the best. Just close my eyes and get wrapped up in a blanket by the music. Takes a few seco...

///LET'S TRY THIS AGAIN Recent revival of spirits and seeing energies in the world due to a weird ass night a week ago. Ended up hooking up with Erin apparently and this got me all into astrology and whatnot. Pulled out some books I had been meaning to read like Spiritual Alchemy and Ferrucci's What We May Be . Read at least a hundred pages total while I was in Detroit. I didn't think anything would stick with me but a couple that did were transforming fear into positive energies of progress and understanding that growing as a person/soul won't have a definite "AHA" moment but is rather slow and gradual. It'll slowly ooze a little at a time hopefully. Most of the stuff in the books has been mumbo-jumbo filled with jargon that's too loopy for me.  Maybe I've felt like I'm going to... well I'll just cut myself off here. When I say that "Oh this is it but just for a bit," I've already given up. It'll be over when I fa...