mac's cheesy thoughts

///ADVENTURE            Three years I've been toiling. The first two and a half years were some years of immense personal growth. Spiritually, socially, physically, mentally, academically, even financially (although, that is more financial stability than actual increase in monetary amounts.) I only feel work is holding me back in all my ambition for the things I want to do. My only hope is that I am able to keep focused on my goals and actualize my thoughts into the real world. It's a slow process and I'm not even sure if I'm headed towards a net positive in that particular area lately.            Maybe I just need a break for a while. Is my lack of focus from the copious (significantly cut down now) amount of drugs I've done? Is it the Keppra that's fucking me up? I always seem to come out feeling very content for a few months after a good trip. It's been almost a year, is that why I lack focus? Is it bec...