mac's cheesy thoughts

Run for the sake of running while you can. We're not so old that we can't feel the wind rush past our face under the power of our own two legs. Dedicated to learning how to lucid dream now. Taking it much more seriously than I ever have before. I'm too excited to dream that I can't even fall asleep nowadays. I'll get habituated to it eventually. The only way I can travel is through inner journey so I may as well. -edit well i suck. sat around lazily for thirty minutes deciding whether to run or not. never did. hahahaahah imma bum. i dun care

///DREAM I was watching a football game and the Raven's were playing in a playoff game. It was a really intense game and was at the last few minutes with the score at 42-42. On the last play the Raven's had a crazy play where the ball was fumbled a lot and passed back and forth. In the end three of them picked it up and powered to the end zone. They all jumped happily into some mud and congratulated each other. Later, I was chilling in a room with James Oh from Chunjoo and we were talking about the game. The coach of thr Ravens came in and said it was stupid how someone complained about how violently they played. The letter was in Korean and I thought it was retarded because they played competitively, not violently. So, I took the letter and went into a class and yelled out,"Ravens are the best! Super Bowl baby!! Screw you guys!" And tore up the letter. I went back into the room I was chilling in and James looked at me funny for doing that and talked about how ...

YEEAHHHH HAD ANOTHER ZOMBIE DREAM!!! love em. love eeemmmm

///DREAM Dreamed that we were a server short. I was worried because it was going to be busy. For some reason, two new girls, Hurricane Lee, and Alex were all hired again. So we were fine. Dreaming of working is working for free. Nooo.

I wonder why I don't really write much anymore. It's been a few weeks since I've had any worthwhile entry. Most of my past entries have been on my dreams. Still dreaming but I'm too lazy to get myself to write about what they were. I'll need to try to keep writing my dreams. I feel aimless lately. I feel like I've already found my meaning to life and yet I feel a bit lost. I think it might be because of the lack of love and happiness that I'm surrounded by every day at work and at home. At work, I try everything I can to keep everyone happy. But it's always a constant struggle between keeping the co-workers happy versus keeping the owner off my back. It would be easy if I was on the owner's side more than the co-workers but they have my heart more over the cold-calculating one of the owner's. I can't help but care for them. We're all bonded together by having to work in such a shit hole. Only through the companionship do some days at wo...