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///DREAM February 27th, 2011 I remember, once again, going on some sort of date. Tough to remember much about the dream since I'm writing this a day later but I remember I was above an ocean flying around and Janos was holding up a target. I aimed for it and missed and dove as if I just jumped off a diving board. I went straight into the ocean and was able to touch the bottom of the ocean floor. I remember thinking, "Oh, shit I'm going to drown!" I tried to breathe underwater and I was able to which makes no sense but it's a dream. Eventually I got top the top and Janos asked me if I got to the bottom. February 28th, 2011 Shit, I barely remember anything of today's dream. I knew I should've written it down earlier. I remember traveling around with a group of people and getting attacked by some monsters or something. Man, it was a really good dream too. ///PERSONALITY Over the past few months I've discovered something about myself that I somewhat fear. ...

Today,.tyoe this with no bacjsopaces to see how drunk i am. Actually i snokwd a little too so im twisted tirght now. This ii pretth fubbym hahahahah. Oh jeez ecerygone is god starded. Obviously im reallg bad at t his right now. Im sure illbregret htis but im working on easily forgettij gmy pasrt. Published with Blogger-droid v1.6.7 -update well this is interesting. i half-remember posting this. why did i even want to blog? oh well.

I guess I could start doing this on my blog. I feel it's a safe enough place to pour my dreams out into. No one really reads this anyway (or DO YOU) and it's for my benefit more than anything else. All I remember in my dream was going on a date with someone and I know it went well, but I forgot to call them back. I was in some sort of weird building consulting with my sister on what to do. I need to write these dreams down faster so I don't forget. Read somewhere that like 30% of the dream is forgotten in five minutes and 80% in ten minutes. Something like that. Interesting quote that's kind of similar to the creation question from yesterday. " ... imagine a puddle waking up one morning and thinking, 'This is an interesting world I find myself in - an interesting hole I find myself in - fits me rather neatly, doesn't it? In fact it fits me staggeringly well, must have been made to have me in it!' This is such a powerful idea that as the sun rises in t...

So, there's this argument that has a premise of saying that the world couldn't have been created from nothing because something does not come from nothing despite what Starcraft might say. How could the universe have been created from nothing? Where did it start? It's a tough question and it works the other way around too. Some people say that God created the universe. Well then, who created God, and what created the creator of God? It goes on and on and on. My mind boggles at this predicament every now and then. There has to be some sort of starting point in the time line of the universe right? It's very hard to imagine what "nothingness" might have been like. I don't get it.

"I think the lonely world that I live in was perhaps self imposed at the beginning but has now become the invisible prison that I can never escape. When all we yearn for is a single soul to understand our own, the greatest pain is realizing it will never be. There is no one around me that I can feel that connected to, or share my heart with and in the absence of that emotional warmth, I only have the cold expanse of the Internet to document my human condition." -Anonymous on www.writesomething.net

http://www.stumbleupon.com/su/1ZJgmP/9gag.com/gag/42760/ Pretty funny. I looked up why are "atheists" so... in google and it was just as bad haha. I guess Buddhists just win in the end.

Some days I "get" art, other days it is retarded. Today is one of those art-is-stupid days. Maybe its the style and not art in general... Fiiiivveee days.