What is it that I'm looking for?
///FUTURE Been a while since I've tried to look at my life at an over-the-shoulder type of view. I feel I've come such a long way and my dream is so close but I can hardly grasp it. (Great Gatsby film heh) I thought I knew what I wanted but it always seems that in order to efficiently do what I want to I need money. There has to be another way, right? I don't understand because sometimes I do believe that money will pave the way but other times I believe the infinite energy I, and anyone else, can bring to others is more than enough. The wellspring of inspiration, hope, and love a person can bring. I struggle to find a way to make myself the person I want to become and have the adventure I wish. I need to focus and find a goal that will motivate me to drive myself towards it. ///FOCUS I continually lack focus. I think I'm getting better towards it but it is a massive u...