mac's cheesy thoughts

to be right here . Right now. With a dog by my side, a blanket, some food, a book, some weed, and chillout music.

I find that if I look at a picture of someone and stare at it, they look different. Even if I've known them for a long time. You start to notice little things about them that make them look different and more unique. Maybe a longer face, certain hairstyle, or ears. Maybe they look weird now or maybe they look normal. Try it some time. It's pretty interesting. Ten days until Hawks game!

Open the door. Five, six, seven, eight Draft Marreese Speights. Nine, ten, eleven, twelve Blowtorch and weld Thirteen, fourteen, fifteen, sixteen Get angry and mean I'm bored. Tomorrow I need to call CDA and Athens. Hum

Life is becoming a bottomless pit right now. I think it can't get any worse but it always does. Why is this year such a terrible year? The year 2010 is just out to get me. Not one to be superstitious, but I can't wait until 2011. -edit Man, talk about an emo blog post. I feel like a douchebag. Yeah, you guys can laugh at me. Life is better and I want pizza.

I plan on writing my next post on medication and how it affects me. This will be here for now to remind myself on what to write about. SIDE EFFECTS -bipolar -placebo effect -hair loss, is the medication causing it, is it stress -tremors -recent drowsiness -inability to have short term memory (before after weed) -inability to think clearly at times -inability to speak clearly at times (switching words around, stuttering) Did i have these things before or did the meds cause it? Am i imagining it?