What I hope to achieve, Heaven&Hell
Alan Watts - Nothingness
Too good.
///HEAVEN
If I think about it. I do believe in a heaven. Just, no Hell. Definitely, no Hell.
I just realized why I'm not afraid of being sent to any Hell. Like I said earlier, definitely no Hell. I've been researching a lot of different religions that I'd be closest to. And it is actually Zen Buddhism. All is one, one is all. Love everyone. Karma. The little things I do to "center" myself. Things that relieve stress easily. Read about it in "Wallflower." Basically, I think Zen. Ish.
This topic got a bit boring and I have no idea how to continue on track.
Maybe LSD didn't make sense of anything really. Maybe I just gave the thoughts I had more meaning. I made each great thought into towers in my mind as morals to follow. The more meaning that one thought happened to have on me, the bigger the tower. I am by no means perfect. I do not think the way I am is some gold standard. I still get angry at others and judge. My goal is to never judge anyone and care.
I don't think people realize how much we are creatures of habit. We grow too comfortable and be lulled into un-fulfilling contentment over fulfilled contentment. Our minds should be bursting with memories. Not of memories same old same old. Not memories of "oh hey, this party, that party." Our minds should be full of different unique memories, each one so unique and memorable that you can just pull it out of your head like a memory filing cabinet. The one thing that I hope for most at an older age is a stable mind and a working body. Well, I guess that's all anybody could ask for.
"If you're too good people will take advantage of you." - Tree of Life
I fear this a bit.
Why do I get the feeling I say too much sometimes.
Too good.
///HEAVEN
If I think about it. I do believe in a heaven. Just, no Hell. Definitely, no Hell.
I just realized why I'm not afraid of being sent to any Hell. Like I said earlier, definitely no Hell. I've been researching a lot of different religions that I'd be closest to. And it is actually Zen Buddhism. All is one, one is all. Love everyone. Karma. The little things I do to "center" myself. Things that relieve stress easily. Read about it in "Wallflower." Basically, I think Zen. Ish.
This topic got a bit boring and I have no idea how to continue on track.
Maybe LSD didn't make sense of anything really. Maybe I just gave the thoughts I had more meaning. I made each great thought into towers in my mind as morals to follow. The more meaning that one thought happened to have on me, the bigger the tower. I am by no means perfect. I do not think the way I am is some gold standard. I still get angry at others and judge. My goal is to never judge anyone and care.
I don't think people realize how much we are creatures of habit. We grow too comfortable and be lulled into un-fulfilling contentment over fulfilled contentment. Our minds should be bursting with memories. Not of memories same old same old. Not memories of "oh hey, this party, that party." Our minds should be full of different unique memories, each one so unique and memorable that you can just pull it out of your head like a memory filing cabinet. The one thing that I hope for most at an older age is a stable mind and a working body. Well, I guess that's all anybody could ask for.
"If you're too good people will take advantage of you." - Tree of Life
I fear this a bit.
Why do I get the feeling I say too much sometimes.
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