More.
Just had a feeling that turned into a realization of how I've changed. Before, I've had thoughts that the best way to let other learn what I've learned was through their own experimentation. Now, that feels unnecessary, I wouldn't want anyone to go through what I did.
I consider taking drugs once just a risky as perhaps skydiving. The chances of something going terribly wrong but it's worth all the risk for the moment you get. This is my view on doing it ONCE. Not some god damn marathon like I did.
Still deciding on whether therapeutic use is good. Leaning more towards yes.
Very enlightening but very dangerous. High stakes games. Can't get over how much of a gamble this all was. Then again, I am lucky that I happened to experiment when my mind had already grown. Better than really risk fucking my shit up when I'm still growing. Not an excuse, just feel lucky because obviously I had the curiosity to try.
I trusted myself not to get addicted but doesn't everyone that experiments?
Pains me to see others still stuck in the mindset of summer. I'm at a loss of how to snap them out of it. Drugs are good if you get some life lessons and moments you can take out of it for sober life without drugs. (Does that seem like a run on to anyone else?)
Anyway, I will spread what I've learned through a filter that is my sober mind.
I consider taking drugs once just a risky as perhaps skydiving. The chances of something going terribly wrong but it's worth all the risk for the moment you get. This is my view on doing it ONCE. Not some god damn marathon like I did.
Still deciding on whether therapeutic use is good. Leaning more towards yes.
Very enlightening but very dangerous. High stakes games. Can't get over how much of a gamble this all was. Then again, I am lucky that I happened to experiment when my mind had already grown. Better than really risk fucking my shit up when I'm still growing. Not an excuse, just feel lucky because obviously I had the curiosity to try.
I trusted myself not to get addicted but doesn't everyone that experiments?
Pains me to see others still stuck in the mindset of summer. I'm at a loss of how to snap them out of it. Drugs are good if you get some life lessons and moments you can take out of it for sober life without drugs. (Does that seem like a run on to anyone else?)
Anyway, I will spread what I've learned through a filter that is my sober mind.
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