I haven't changed much

So, just digging through my old computer files I found an ambiguous file named "notes.txt." I don't think I'll be writing much until I can figure out what all these feelings are I'm feeling inside me right now. Without further ado, here are its contents.

lock combo: 00-18-04

my comfort foods:

pizza rolls
spam & egg
chapaghetti
egg cheese & rice

finding myself & philosophy:

when i can, i want to learn to play the piano
on punishment
should always give a choice between two punishments
always question why you came to a certain conclusion
is it because we were conditioned to think that way
is it because that's how you really feel
embrace your dreams as it is as much a part of our life as anything else
help a stranger in need as often as you see fit
you're never as good or as bad as people say
you are never the "only one"
don't hold grudges

books to read:

The Ecology of Commerce
A Brief History of Time
Farenheit 451
The Perks of Being a Wallflower
Apple Pie
Eli
A Curious State of Affairs
Out of Mind
The Art of War
The Prince
Ideas and Opinions

thoughts:

Forer Effect is a thought I've been thinking about but could never find the term.
I've learned in the recession, as my family goes through hard times our bond grows stronger or the bigger the shithole
the stronger the bond is between people.
Whatever humbles a person the most is what helps a person become more aware and virtuous. Some people have religion,
I have been humbled by how insignificant we are and how this is our only place.
The unexpected is funny.

places i want to go:

bryce canyon
turkey

favorite movies:

Hard Candy
The Fall
Black Hawk Down
Waking Life
Gattaca

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