Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds
///LUCY TRIP DOS
So, I actually felt the Lucy this time and I just wanted to chill out and listen to music which I was able to do. Would seem that lines that make our senses unique, blur under the effects of LSD. The one most prevalent was being able to see sounds in the form of colors and movements. It was interesting and made every song an adventure. The best kinds are really happy artists like Donora who has a lot of upbeat music. Could imagine myself becoming one with the world in a state of bliss. For some reason I imagined two quarter-circles connecting as my symbol of spirituality. Maybe I'll draw it later. Pink Floyd was pretty amazing too. Every song seemed to create a new adventure. At one point the music got really awe-inspiring and there was a plane or something in the sky and I saw like fireworks go off around it as I imagined it was blasting off into another world. I knew it wasn't real fireworks but I didn't care, just let my imagination run wild. In a Shpongle song the music was kind of tribal and on my walk to the park I would imagine I was in a jungle on some sort of hunt. Classical music, like I thought, was amazing as well. So much emotion and soul to it. So many emotions. I knew which songs would be awesome to listen to based on how easily I could get a spine-tingling sensation when I listened to it when I'm sober.
Didn't really do much thinking this time because I didn't want to dwell too heavily o thoughts later at work but I had lapses where I dozed off and started to think. Had a thought that in the end, we're really no different from racing horses. We're bred from the start to be molded into what our parents or society wants us to be. The minority of us who are lucky realizes that there's so much more to life than just the corporate scheme. You don't have to be trapped climbing an endless ladder. In the end, if you don't enjoy the adventure that is life, what's the point?
I've been having a thought lately since the first trip that makes life a lot easier to enjoy. If I am able to flip a switch inside my brain that let's me just act like a kid I can pretty much enjoy anything. What does a kid care about anything? The world is my playground. I'll still respect other people but man it seems like new doors opened in terms of fun in every day life. As tired as I was today, work was a lot more enjoyable than it has been in the past couple weeks. Maybe it's the coffee, maybe it's the interesting challenges that lie ahead. I'm not sure but my attitude at work today was like the old me.
I've had a weird change of view of any type of drugs. It may not sound different but to me it has made a difference. Any drug is to be respected so that it does not infect our bodies or damages our mind. I thought it would give me some sort of divine answer to life. It has helped but not in the way I expected. It's nice to know that I have something that can give me such a vacation feeling after I snap back to reality. It's like the feeling of coming back from a church retreat. Everything was so happy and spiritual but then you realize you go back, you think you'll change but most of us never do. The rare ones will take things to heart and change for the better. Some people may be blinded by thinking they have found the answers but show me someone who thinks they have found the answers to life and are pushing it on others and I'll show you an fucking idiot. Everyone has their on views on what's good and bad in life and as long as you respect other's perspectives and you don't rudely push yours on others, life is easier. Anyway, back to that vacation feeling. Yeah, it's just nice to have something that can pull you "out of the matrix" for a little just to relax and have some fun. Alcohol used to be it but ehhhhhh spending $100 on a night out, wobbling around, throwing up, getting a hangover, and losing stuff is not that fun anymore.
I need to treat my body better. Been thinking that it's better to eat junk food than eat nothing. Well that has now been upgraded to it's better to spend my money and buy healthy food than eat junk food. I could have easily been stuck in junk food mode but once again my mind triumphs and wins again to help me live a better life. I think writing it down will help me do it better too. Makes me not eat my words. With that, I'll say that I'm going to start working out at least three to four times a week. Haven't bee doing much since I'm so tired but that's because I sleep at five for no reason. I should go to sleep soon.
Publix subs are the bomb. Hummus is bomber. Banh Mi SOOOOOOOOOOO BOMBEST.
I think I prefer Lucy over Molly. Molly is a one-sided die in terms of emotion. Pure, unadulterated happiness. Lucy lets you experience the full spectrum of emotions and is especially set on by music. Very groooooovaaay.
It's awesome that Lucy has no side effects. Interesting that so many scientists and artists have used LSD for enlightenment on ideas.
I think I'm in a phase of my life where I'm simply trying to find peace and enjoy my time despite the circumstances.
I am either about to get a big raise at work, or get shit on and fired. I don't care, I win either way.
I think I'm addicted... to coffee. Can't go a daayyy.
This would be pretty mind-blowing on LSD considering how mind-blowing it is right now.
Life is an adventure. The world is my playground.
So, I actually felt the Lucy this time and I just wanted to chill out and listen to music which I was able to do. Would seem that lines that make our senses unique, blur under the effects of LSD. The one most prevalent was being able to see sounds in the form of colors and movements. It was interesting and made every song an adventure. The best kinds are really happy artists like Donora who has a lot of upbeat music. Could imagine myself becoming one with the world in a state of bliss. For some reason I imagined two quarter-circles connecting as my symbol of spirituality. Maybe I'll draw it later. Pink Floyd was pretty amazing too. Every song seemed to create a new adventure. At one point the music got really awe-inspiring and there was a plane or something in the sky and I saw like fireworks go off around it as I imagined it was blasting off into another world. I knew it wasn't real fireworks but I didn't care, just let my imagination run wild. In a Shpongle song the music was kind of tribal and on my walk to the park I would imagine I was in a jungle on some sort of hunt. Classical music, like I thought, was amazing as well. So much emotion and soul to it. So many emotions. I knew which songs would be awesome to listen to based on how easily I could get a spine-tingling sensation when I listened to it when I'm sober.
Didn't really do much thinking this time because I didn't want to dwell too heavily o thoughts later at work but I had lapses where I dozed off and started to think. Had a thought that in the end, we're really no different from racing horses. We're bred from the start to be molded into what our parents or society wants us to be. The minority of us who are lucky realizes that there's so much more to life than just the corporate scheme. You don't have to be trapped climbing an endless ladder. In the end, if you don't enjoy the adventure that is life, what's the point?
I've been having a thought lately since the first trip that makes life a lot easier to enjoy. If I am able to flip a switch inside my brain that let's me just act like a kid I can pretty much enjoy anything. What does a kid care about anything? The world is my playground. I'll still respect other people but man it seems like new doors opened in terms of fun in every day life. As tired as I was today, work was a lot more enjoyable than it has been in the past couple weeks. Maybe it's the coffee, maybe it's the interesting challenges that lie ahead. I'm not sure but my attitude at work today was like the old me.
I've had a weird change of view of any type of drugs. It may not sound different but to me it has made a difference. Any drug is to be respected so that it does not infect our bodies or damages our mind. I thought it would give me some sort of divine answer to life. It has helped but not in the way I expected. It's nice to know that I have something that can give me such a vacation feeling after I snap back to reality. It's like the feeling of coming back from a church retreat. Everything was so happy and spiritual but then you realize you go back, you think you'll change but most of us never do. The rare ones will take things to heart and change for the better. Some people may be blinded by thinking they have found the answers but show me someone who thinks they have found the answers to life and are pushing it on others and I'll show you an fucking idiot. Everyone has their on views on what's good and bad in life and as long as you respect other's perspectives and you don't rudely push yours on others, life is easier. Anyway, back to that vacation feeling. Yeah, it's just nice to have something that can pull you "out of the matrix" for a little just to relax and have some fun. Alcohol used to be it but ehhhhhh spending $100 on a night out, wobbling around, throwing up, getting a hangover, and losing stuff is not that fun anymore.
I need to treat my body better. Been thinking that it's better to eat junk food than eat nothing. Well that has now been upgraded to it's better to spend my money and buy healthy food than eat junk food. I could have easily been stuck in junk food mode but once again my mind triumphs and wins again to help me live a better life. I think writing it down will help me do it better too. Makes me not eat my words. With that, I'll say that I'm going to start working out at least three to four times a week. Haven't bee doing much since I'm so tired but that's because I sleep at five for no reason. I should go to sleep soon.
Publix subs are the bomb. Hummus is bomber. Banh Mi SOOOOOOOOOOO BOMBEST.
I think I prefer Lucy over Molly. Molly is a one-sided die in terms of emotion. Pure, unadulterated happiness. Lucy lets you experience the full spectrum of emotions and is especially set on by music. Very groooooovaaay.
It's awesome that Lucy has no side effects. Interesting that so many scientists and artists have used LSD for enlightenment on ideas.
I think I'm in a phase of my life where I'm simply trying to find peace and enjoy my time despite the circumstances.
I am either about to get a big raise at work, or get shit on and fired. I don't care, I win either way.
I think I'm addicted... to coffee. Can't go a daayyy.
This would be pretty mind-blowing on LSD considering how mind-blowing it is right now.
Life is an adventure. The world is my playground.
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