Half Fail
I thought I knew what I believed in. I don't.
I feel confused more than ever yet more content more than ever before.
Life is what we make it.
Can't say for sure yet but LSD did not give me any answers towards on what to believe is out there. If there even is anything.
Realized that MDMA would be a great drug to be used under strict government regulation. The therapy between people that can be accomplished is just too much. "One hit of MDMA is worth 3 months worth of conventional therapy." The communication barriers you didn't even know that existed will evaporate leaving a clear path of communication.
MDMA is a drug to respect, mental addiction is very possible. Sadly witnessing it first hand among my peers. Definitely need to get them to cut back on it. I'm not too worried because they know their responsibilities, but I'll have to keep a close eye on them.
LSD, is a different animal of a drug in itself. I can't see anyone getting addicted to it because of the "mind-blowing" thoughts you simply dwell on for so long.
Greater appreciation for the chance of being given a life.
My mind is simply unable to accept anything 100%. I'm not sure I can ever believe in anything being real other than knowing that I am. Descartes. I hope that I can meet someone who's passions run so deeply that I become infected with their passion. Help me escape my uncertainty.
This life is too short to experience everything I want to. Too limiting.
There will always be a counterculture. Seems to be human nature. If the counterculture today became society's culture, then today's culture would become a counterculture to them.
Words are all too easy to misinterpret. One person may such one thing with benign intentions but another could take it differently and act violently because it affected them in a different way.
Still don't think anyone understands how I can think but maybe that's because everyone thinks differently?
There are people I wish to keep as lifelong friends throughout life. This is very possible in today's social networking.
So many unanswered questions leaves me too confused.
I will stay a kid at heart.
Good vibes good vibes.
Blogging like this is more my style. Let's me jot down my quick ideas and remember what I was thinking about. I'll only write a long posts if I get bored or if I feel the need to. Felt like I had to always post long posts before.
Did not get a full trip for my first experience I know that for sure. I'm willing to do anything three times until I decide whether or not I like it (this does definitely not include physically addictive drugs. Never touching the stuff, or eating poo). First time to see what it's like, second time to see if I like it, and a third to make sure it wasn't just a fluke.
How can I describe with words that words cannot explain? So limiting and frustrating.
How can I describe with words that words cannot explain? So limiting and frustrating.
How can I describe with words that words cannot explain? So limiting and frustrating.
Time to play HoN and try to make sense of my thoughts.
-edit
///FUTURE
I don't think I'll find any answers to any questions to life as to why we exist on Lucy but it helps me feel more content and caring towards others afterwards. The feeling of an epiphany is a different emotion in itself that has no words to describe it. Revelation? I definitely want to try it a couple more times and listen to some very chill and mellow music on it. Saw no visuals today but I expect to next time. Probably come out with some minor epiphanies that help me live day-to-day life in a happier lifestyle.
///THERAPY
Therapy on LSD would be a sort of brain-washing. Because the mind is so accepting of new ideas IF you are with people you trust while on LSD it can leave a very strong imprint after the trip. If the person having therapy did not trust the therapist, the mind could go awry. You must trust your therapist in this case. You could help someone achieve a happier life by making them truly realize the world for what it is. A bunch of rich people controlling the world. Yes, we do know this already but there is such a vastly greater level of understanding and clarity that occurs on thoughts. I would be afraid of people having false epiphanies and changing their lifestyle afterwards to fit. Take everything with a grain of salt and think on it at a later time. Very easy to have false epiphanies.
What the fuck is reality?!
I feel confused more than ever yet more content more than ever before.
Life is what we make it.
Can't say for sure yet but LSD did not give me any answers towards on what to believe is out there. If there even is anything.
Realized that MDMA would be a great drug to be used under strict government regulation. The therapy between people that can be accomplished is just too much. "One hit of MDMA is worth 3 months worth of conventional therapy." The communication barriers you didn't even know that existed will evaporate leaving a clear path of communication.
MDMA is a drug to respect, mental addiction is very possible. Sadly witnessing it first hand among my peers. Definitely need to get them to cut back on it. I'm not too worried because they know their responsibilities, but I'll have to keep a close eye on them.
LSD, is a different animal of a drug in itself. I can't see anyone getting addicted to it because of the "mind-blowing" thoughts you simply dwell on for so long.
Greater appreciation for the chance of being given a life.
My mind is simply unable to accept anything 100%. I'm not sure I can ever believe in anything being real other than knowing that I am. Descartes. I hope that I can meet someone who's passions run so deeply that I become infected with their passion. Help me escape my uncertainty.
This life is too short to experience everything I want to. Too limiting.
There will always be a counterculture. Seems to be human nature. If the counterculture today became society's culture, then today's culture would become a counterculture to them.
Words are all too easy to misinterpret. One person may such one thing with benign intentions but another could take it differently and act violently because it affected them in a different way.
Still don't think anyone understands how I can think but maybe that's because everyone thinks differently?
There are people I wish to keep as lifelong friends throughout life. This is very possible in today's social networking.
So many unanswered questions leaves me too confused.
I will stay a kid at heart.
Good vibes good vibes.
Blogging like this is more my style. Let's me jot down my quick ideas and remember what I was thinking about. I'll only write a long posts if I get bored or if I feel the need to. Felt like I had to always post long posts before.
Did not get a full trip for my first experience I know that for sure. I'm willing to do anything three times until I decide whether or not I like it (this does definitely not include physically addictive drugs. Never touching the stuff, or eating poo). First time to see what it's like, second time to see if I like it, and a third to make sure it wasn't just a fluke.
How can I describe with words that words cannot explain? So limiting and frustrating.
How can I describe with words that words cannot explain? So limiting and frustrating.
How can I describe with words that words cannot explain? So limiting and frustrating.
Time to play HoN and try to make sense of my thoughts.
-edit
///FUTURE
I don't think I'll find any answers to any questions to life as to why we exist on Lucy but it helps me feel more content and caring towards others afterwards. The feeling of an epiphany is a different emotion in itself that has no words to describe it. Revelation? I definitely want to try it a couple more times and listen to some very chill and mellow music on it. Saw no visuals today but I expect to next time. Probably come out with some minor epiphanies that help me live day-to-day life in a happier lifestyle.
///THERAPY
Therapy on LSD would be a sort of brain-washing. Because the mind is so accepting of new ideas IF you are with people you trust while on LSD it can leave a very strong imprint after the trip. If the person having therapy did not trust the therapist, the mind could go awry. You must trust your therapist in this case. You could help someone achieve a happier life by making them truly realize the world for what it is. A bunch of rich people controlling the world. Yes, we do know this already but there is such a vastly greater level of understanding and clarity that occurs on thoughts. I would be afraid of people having false epiphanies and changing their lifestyle afterwards to fit. Take everything with a grain of salt and think on it at a later time. Very easy to have false epiphanies.
What the fuck is reality?!
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