workout thoughts 01
working out releases endorphins which gives me a little bit of an elevated mood. and happy people come up with good ideas because they are confident that their actions will follow through. so put and them together and my brain comes up with some interesting thoughts.
some people will never see any piece of modern technology in their whole lives. others will never see a wild animal in their whole lives. i'd say the latter is sadder.
i can't tell whether my moodiness is from being normal after being off depakote (a mood stabilizer) or from this new keppra which apparently can cause moodiness. maybe it's a combination. i'm not sure.
some new things i'm gonna try to do:
compliment people
write in my dream journal more
create a separate journal of things that happen every day
start running
starting to really really really see how people are afraid to be nice. even within myself. i know what needs to be done. i know that if i take action it may cause some ripple effects throughout the world. and yet i still choose to be complacent. MAN UP MAC. MAN UP
i want to tattoo 'i will be ready' somewhere. something simple but very powerful to me.
angry thought of the week: i dislike this person now. they are just a complete child. grow the hell up. all you really do is talk shit behind people's back. what insecurities are you trying to hide by trying to make yourself seem better by pointing out other people's faults? won't be talkin to you much anymore.
one thought that has been a bit of an epiphany lately is from a book. can't find the exact quote but it goes along the lines of 'whenever you take an action think as if you had already lived once and done it the wrong way and how much regret there would be and choose to do differently.' fuck i need to find this quote.
the closest i'll ever get to space is the sea. i want to learn how to scuba dive
some people will never see any piece of modern technology in their whole lives. others will never see a wild animal in their whole lives. i'd say the latter is sadder.
i can't tell whether my moodiness is from being normal after being off depakote (a mood stabilizer) or from this new keppra which apparently can cause moodiness. maybe it's a combination. i'm not sure.
some new things i'm gonna try to do:
compliment people
write in my dream journal more
create a separate journal of things that happen every day
start running
starting to really really really see how people are afraid to be nice. even within myself. i know what needs to be done. i know that if i take action it may cause some ripple effects throughout the world. and yet i still choose to be complacent. MAN UP MAC. MAN UP
i want to tattoo 'i will be ready' somewhere. something simple but very powerful to me.
angry thought of the week: i dislike this person now. they are just a complete child. grow the hell up. all you really do is talk shit behind people's back. what insecurities are you trying to hide by trying to make yourself seem better by pointing out other people's faults? won't be talkin to you much anymore.
one thought that has been a bit of an epiphany lately is from a book. can't find the exact quote but it goes along the lines of 'whenever you take an action think as if you had already lived once and done it the wrong way and how much regret there would be and choose to do differently.' fuck i need to find this quote.
the closest i'll ever get to space is the sea. i want to learn how to scuba dive
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