1/15/16

///URBEX [SPARTA] THOUGHTS
      Got off my lazy ass and actually did something adventure-worthy today. I was incredibly tempted to just lay in bed and cancel the plans while comforting myself that, "I'll be productive in other ways," today. Bullshit and I know it. I need to realize that more. [Goh-lee writing in this right now feels nice to get some thoughts out in electrical-physical form.] Got out and took some of my meds/supplements which include my Lamotrigine and 5-HTP to give myself a boost. [Too cranky without it I am beginning to realize unfortunately... C'est la vie.] Had some coffee as well for another boosty boost boost, but jeez I peed so much because of it. Woorrthhh it! 
                Met up Chris Stallings and Max Ruth to go explore some buildings in Sparta. Both of them are pretty chill and much more knowledgeable about locations than I am which I just piggyback off of. Which is why I offer to drive to offer my kind services hehehe. [Max really reminds me of Max Miedel. His mannerisms, demeanor, and taste in music is just, scary similar. I wonder what would happen if they met each other. Lmao too funny to think about. Always thought Miedel to be one-of-a-kind but meeting Ruth changed that idea a teeny bit. There has to be another person that is much like me out there and I would pay so much to meet that person. *poke*] Went along our way and was told by Max Ruth that, "I have superb taste in music." Well, gee thanks. I will always take that as the best compliment and reciprocate if I feel the same. Sometimes people still have bad taste ha. We told little anecdotes along the way and the two stories of Caroline Oelkers and Nic Huey were waayyy too funny. That Caroline had accidentally given Max an SD card with a bunch of nudes on there and that she (supposedly) doesn't talk to him because she knows what she did. Mistakes were made. With Nic, the story that he (once again, supposedly) asked Becca Sciandra for nudes after he gave her locations to places. I was dying laughing when Chris told me that. Goddamn that kid Nic is just a little douchebag. No other words for it. Just a punk. I don't carry a constant dislike of anyone but I am okay that he is the first person for that honor. Avoid.
              We got to our first location in Sparta but the hospital had work trucks and a van outside so we had to dip out from there. My feel for knowing where to park at locations is terrible. I feel like I'm going to get in trouble from authorities when in reality I'll probably be okay with my first instinct. We ended up calling Jay Austin for other locations which landed us in Greensboro. [Seriously, these places are in bumblefuck nowhere. Who the hell mayor's these places? I guess someone has to do it for all the folk out there. Was surprised to see so many Black people as well.] Once we arrived at the location, I parked in the cemetery across the house and we finally entered our first place. The house was in incredibly condition and had all the furnishings still inside. This was the first time I started using my camera since at least a month. It felt nice though being able to take pictures of things and hope it came out okay. [Oh my god my memory is so bad. I can't remember anything anymore. What the hell.] Lining up the composition and adjusting the settings so that it comes out aesthetically pleasing. I miss taking pictures and want to find reasons to take pictures. Where? 

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