ALRIGHT ALRRIIIGHHTTTT - High Times #1
So, it's early for me to just be doing nothing so I have all this extra time which now has me in front of a keyboard. Forcing myself to type whatever I'm thought thinking since it'll be a funny read later... Let's see... what topic will come up first for me to elaborate on.
Ah, I'll look at my notepad for topics. Weeeeeee~
///BELIEF PUSH
(awww yisss, Dpat - Bloom just came on :3 so hypnotic)
Had this idea the other time when I was high that (so many grammatical corrections already) I do believe my "religious" belief is greater than others. Don't all people think so? or else why would it be their predominate internal belief? I think a fair amount of people think the had to defend their belief when confronted by someone else with an opposing belief.
For me, my (self-purported) far above average empathy helps me be a step above belief arguments (with no attached negative stigma). Maybe it's understanding and not empathy... either way I've understood through thinking where the main (Judeo-Christian) counter-belief comes from and I can see why others hold it as a Truth. I don't remember when (maybe it was in my dreamworld?) but there was a time when I was in a near-death scenario. I had had a scene in a dream that felt incredibly vivid to death before but this new one was different. All hope was lost and I knew I was done for. Thinking back on it it now all I remember is praying to God. Can't help but wonder why that is. It's not like I believe in God or anything of the sort but I guess it was tangible a sort of evolutionary psychology reflex. Brain/DNA panics in a situation deemed extinction of its line and puts into action the only nook of a sliver chance of surviving.
Anyway,
Having served a noona regular at work that often tries to evangelize me is a bit of a nuisance. I mean, yo, I've already said I don't believe in a Judeo-Christian God. You've already said I was a smart kid and doing well in life but apparently that doesn't extend to my beliefs. mehhhhh~ Not that I don't believe religion is a bad thing on the world but it just isn't me. ------------Blah blah blah religion conversation is sooooo five years ago. Doesn't matter Mac. You know what you know, y'know?
///LAZINESS
(listening to Jamie xx - Sleep Sound)
Past couple days I've gotten better at accomplishing tasks/chores. I cleared out a few that I had listed for a long time. Great to get it passed me. That reddit post, "The best advice I have seen is when you catch yourself thinking about something you should be doing, but aren't, just get up and do it. Stop thinking start doing." was a very interesting line. Still pretty hard to *up* my level of a commitment required to complete my ask from a few minutes to hours and days. Hopefully it gets better... The world is out for for me to understand and learn. I hate wasting my time learning stupid stuff and yet I'm too lazy to do otherwise.
I KNOW THE REWARD OF BEING PRODUCTIVE IS GREAT BUT WHY DON'T I DO SO
- Glee has put up with all the terrible BS and still is my friend. Das cool
Ah, I'll look at my notepad for topics. Weeeeeee~
///BELIEF PUSH
(awww yisss, Dpat - Bloom just came on :3 so hypnotic)
Had this idea the other time when I was high that (so many grammatical corrections already) I do believe my "religious" belief is greater than others. Don't all people think so? or else why would it be their predominate internal belief? I think a fair amount of people think the had to defend their belief when confronted by someone else with an opposing belief.
For me, my (self-purported) far above average empathy helps me be a step above belief arguments (with no attached negative stigma). Maybe it's understanding and not empathy... either way I've understood through thinking where the main (Judeo-Christian) counter-belief comes from and I can see why others hold it as a Truth. I don't remember when (maybe it was in my dreamworld?) but there was a time when I was in a near-death scenario. I had had a scene in a dream that felt incredibly vivid to death before but this new one was different. All hope was lost and I knew I was done for. Thinking back on it it now all I remember is praying to God. Can't help but wonder why that is. It's not like I believe in God or anything of the sort but I guess it was tangible a sort of evolutionary psychology reflex. Brain/DNA panics in a situation deemed extinction of its line and puts into action the only nook of a sliver chance of surviving.
Anyway,
Having served a noona regular at work that often tries to evangelize me is a bit of a nuisance. I mean, yo, I've already said I don't believe in a Judeo-Christian God. You've already said I was a smart kid and doing well in life but apparently that doesn't extend to my beliefs. mehhhhh~ Not that I don't believe religion is a bad thing on the world but it just isn't me. ------------Blah blah blah religion conversation is sooooo five years ago. Doesn't matter Mac. You know what you know, y'know?
///LAZINESS
(listening to Jamie xx - Sleep Sound)
Past couple days I've gotten better at accomplishing tasks/chores. I cleared out a few that I had listed for a long time. Great to get it passed me. That reddit post, "The best advice I have seen is when you catch yourself thinking about something you should be doing, but aren't, just get up and do it. Stop thinking start doing." was a very interesting line. Still pretty hard to *up* my level of a commitment required to complete my ask from a few minutes to hours and days. Hopefully it gets better... The world is out for for me to understand and learn. I hate wasting my time learning stupid stuff and yet I'm too lazy to do otherwise.
I KNOW THE REWARD OF BEING PRODUCTIVE IS GREAT BUT WHY DON'T I DO SO
- Glee has put up with all the terrible BS and still is my friend. Das cool
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