///DREAM

Had a dream tonight about something that continued the of something that happened to me in real life. This is real life, I lost my hat at Tae's place despite looking for it. I know it was in there.

Dream life, I had gone back there to look for it and they gave me a hat but it wasn't mine. I got really angry because I thought they were keeping the hat from me for whatever reason. So, I decided to go into Tae's room and look for it and ended up inside a secret room within his closet that led had a bunch of bowls, bongs, and whatnot. I took a piece that was $80 and went outside with that fake hat. I threw it at them because I was angry and I remember Rachel Chiang, James Oh, and some other people were around where I threw it. They kinda flipped their shit, I flipped my shit, blah blah blah.

I think this is the first angry dream I've ever had. It was not fun. I woke and I could feel my heart burning with this false hatred. It sucked. Anger dreams and throw-up dreams are my least favorite so far.

I need to get more productive...

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