Isn't it weird...

How the person one person that will make you happy and have a family with is out there. It's someone you probably don't know. It's even weirder that even if the person you marry is good for you there's most likely an even better match out there. I guess that's why they call it "settle"-ing down with someone. You settle for them? Maybe, maybe not. I don't think my personality helps with meeting new people, but I'm certain I'll find someone one day. I want a family too much not to.

Why do I blog? I'm just going to type out loud here. Part of me blogs to see if people keep up with it, but I doubt they do. I don't think I'll ever get a tumblr because it's too public. I'd rather keep my thoughts reserved and as few people as possible. I guess I figure the people who take the time to actually look on my Facebook page to find my blog link are the only people I want to read it anyway. If they like what they see, great. If they don't, oh well. I also take criticism harshly. If someone were to write a comment as much as people do on tumblr I think I'd take it a lot worse than it actually was meant to mean. Does that make sense? Probably not. It is nice to have a spot where I can write down how I feel about things.

I have so many views on different aspects of life that it's sometimes hard to make sense of it. I still don't understand how I view life. Sometimes I'll just be running on auto-pilot and other times I'll be sitting and thinking that, "Wow, this is life." It's hard to make sense of the world when most people are just commoners that have no impact on the world. Powerful people run the world and we live in it. It sucks that that's the way it is. I feel I have a strong moral compass of what's both good and bad. I'm tired.