mac's cheesy thoughts

I've realized over the past couple weeks that money is much better spent on experiences and moments over material items. I plan on saving up to do some crazy shit over this and next year. “Look at you. You’re young. And you’re scared. Why are you so scared? Stop being paralyzed. Stop swallowing your words. Stop caring what other people think. Wear what you want. Say what you want. Listen to the music you want to listen to. Play it loud as fuck and dance to it. Go out for a drive at midnight and forget that you have school the next day. Stop waiting for Friday. Live now. Do it now. Take risks. Tell secrets. This life is yours. When are you going to realize that you can do whatever you want?” “Look at you. You’re young. And you’re scared. Why are you so scared? Stop being paralyzed. Stop swallowing your words. Stop caring what other people think. Wear what you want. Say what you want. Listen to the music you want to listen to. Play it loud as fuck and dance to it. Go out for a drive ...

I guess I could start doing this on my blog. I feel it's a safe enough place to pour my dreams out into. No one really reads this anyway (or DO YOU) and it's for my benefit more than anything else. All I remember in my dream was going on a date with someone and I know it went well, but I forgot to call them back. I was in some sort of weird building consulting with my sister on what to do. I need to write these dreams down faster so I don't forget. Read somewhere that like 30% of the dream is forgotten in five minutes and 80% in ten minutes. Something like that. Interesting quote that's kind of similar to the creation question from yesterday. " ... imagine a puddle waking up one morning and thinking, 'This is an interesting world I find myself in - an interesting hole I find myself in - fits me rather neatly, doesn't it? In fact it fits me staggeringly well, must have been made to have me in it!' This is such a powerful idea that as the sun rises in t...