mac's cheesy thoughts

LISTENING TO: Jon Hopkins - Open Air Signal (hehehahahoho I like this little addition. frisson!)               So, let's see. Yesterday on 07/27 I went to a small festival with multiple EDM artists. Was super stoked to see Flume. A bit of a disappointment in my opinion but it was still great to hear him live-ish. Short set. I don't really remember much but I remember the Lorde remix and Holdin' On. Needs to come to the Tabernacle for some really good sound. Everyone went to go roll at the show while I just drank and took coke. Not sure how I really feel about coke. I could have done without it I think. I wasn't all that drunk but that could have also been the coke keeping me straight. Didn't have a hangover in the morning so maybe I wasn't drunk. I felt that grogginess of doing drugs afterwards while just sitting a bit zoned out at Hellen's. It wasn't nearly as bad as a molly comedown but it still sucked. If I was drunk I'd still be having fun at t...

First off, I'm diggin' most of Lupe's new songs on his "Lasers" album. Some of them are lame but maybe they'll grow on me. Second, the odd thing about the music that puts me in the mood to think seriously is the same music that can put me into the state of feeling lonely. Since I love thinking about serious topics like life, mysteries of the universe, and where we came from, it's annoying when I start to feel pretty lonely. Maybe it's a feeling of feeling so small and... what's the word... eff there's a word for it but I can't remember right now and it's gonna bug me but I digress. Yes, digress, I'm cool like that. I want something, so bad, but this is not something I can have whenever.