mac's cheesy thoughts

///LUCY TRIP DOS So, I actually felt the Lucy this time and I just wanted to chill out and listen to music which I was able to do. Would seem that lines that make our senses unique, blur under the effects of LSD. The one most prevalent was being able to see sounds in the form of colors and movements. It was interesting and made every song an adventure. The best kinds are really happy artists like Donora who has a lot of upbeat music. Could imagine myself becoming one with the world in a state of bliss. For some reason I imagined two quarter-circles connecting as my symbol of spirituality. Maybe I'll draw it later. Pink Floyd was pretty amazing too. Every song seemed to create a new adventure. At one point the music got really awe-inspiring and there was a plane or something in the sky and I saw like fireworks go off around it as I imagined it was blasting off into another world. I knew it wasn't real fireworks but I didn't care, just let my imagination run wild. In a Shpong...

I thought I knew what I believed in. I don't. I feel confused more than ever yet more content more than ever before. Life is what we make it. Can't say for sure yet but LSD did not give me any answers towards on what to believe is out there. If there even is anything. Realized that MDMA would be a great drug to be used under strict government regulation. The therapy between people that can be accomplished is just too much. "One hit of MDMA is worth 3 months worth of conventional therapy." The communication barriers you didn't even know that existed will evaporate leaving a clear path of communication. MDMA is a drug to respect, mental addiction is very possible. Sadly witnessing it first hand among my peers. Definitely need to get them to cut back on it. I'm not too worried because they know their responsibilities, but I'll have to keep a close eye on them. LSD, is a different animal of a drug in itself. I can't see anyone getting addicted to it becaus...

/// CLINICAL LSD THERAPY ///PLATO'S CAVE I feel like a druggy at times, but then I remember that only society would call me so as a pariah . How can I show you the other realities when you won't give it a shot? Plato's Cave . Matrix Cave . Both very interesting. I can feel the frustration of the slave that was freed. Trying to tell my friends that there is such a more beautiful way to see the world. Not only for the time of being under drugs, but for the rest of your life from the lasting imprint and profound appreciation for all you have. Too hard to explain in words. Words won't do it justice. Experience and see I tell them. I feel if it was legal, they would do it. Laws are nothing but words in a book, restricting ourselves from freedom. I'm just afraid that one day, I'll be able to convince into trying to view this new side, and they might get addicted. I want to share these experiences but I'll have to use my best judgement on who would be best able to ...

"SWIM"- (S)omeone (W)ho (I)sn't (M)e ///MDMA So, SWIM has been doing a lot of research on Molly and LSD recently and these two seem to be the "safest" drugs to confront problems, expand SWIM's mind, and to grow spiritually the most with. SWIM has been finding that most people simply don't use these times of altered thought to gain benefits afterwards. While it is fun to simply be fucked up on it and enjoy the little effects, laughter, and feeling, to me, the best part of SWIM's little adventures outside normal thought is being able to think differently. It brings such a clarity to SWIM's normally jumbled thoughts. SWIM's mind is feels like a scattered bunch of thoughts here and there and when he was on Molly SWIM was able to pinpoint exactly how SWIM truly felt, and believed on certain thoughts. It was like a magnet that just collected all of SWIM's thoughts on the topic and let SWIM dissect is piece by piece. The feeling of all communica...