mac's cheesy thoughts

I wonder why I don't really write much anymore. It's been a few weeks since I've had any worthwhile entry. Most of my past entries have been on my dreams. Still dreaming but I'm too lazy to get myself to write about what they were. I'll need to try to keep writing my dreams. I feel aimless lately. I feel like I've already found my meaning to life and yet I feel a bit lost. I think it might be because of the lack of love and happiness that I'm surrounded by every day at work and at home. At work, I try everything I can to keep everyone happy. But it's always a constant struggle between keeping the co-workers happy versus keeping the owner off my back. It would be easy if I was on the owner's side more than the co-workers but they have my heart more over the cold-calculating one of the owner's. I can't help but care for them. We're all bonded together by having to work in such a shit hole. Only through the companionship do some days at wo...

///BRAVE NEW WORLD So, I'm up to about page seventy in BNW so far. It's a decent book so far. Huxley's style of writing took a bit of getting used to but I'm starting to understand how he moves his story along. I would almost liken it to my style of just sporadic thoughts except his has a flowing story to go along with it. I would do annotations on the physical book but I wouldn't want to put any markings in it. I like physical books the way they are. The smell of old books is nice. Anyway, on to some things I thought about. The beginning was just super confusing. Just thrown into the world of BNW with not very much background information on where the setting is. Most of the beginning was just about how humanity was started to become factory made and conditioned to like certain things based on their caste. It's a bit interesting. We could almost liken it to our society today but we aren't nearly that brainwashed. We do get spoonfed bullshit a lot easie...