mac's cheesy thoughts

///BRAVE NEW WORLD So, I'm up to about page seventy in BNW so far. It's a decent book so far. Huxley's style of writing took a bit of getting used to but I'm starting to understand how he moves his story along. I would almost liken it to my style of just sporadic thoughts except his has a flowing story to go along with it. I would do annotations on the physical book but I wouldn't want to put any markings in it. I like physical books the way they are. The smell of old books is nice. Anyway, on to some things I thought about. The beginning was just super confusing. Just thrown into the world of BNW with not very much background information on where the setting is. Most of the beginning was just about how humanity was started to become factory made and conditioned to like certain things based on their caste. It's a bit interesting. We could almost liken it to our society today but we aren't nearly that brainwashed. We do get spoonfed bullshit a lot easie...

Is it just me or am I a lot more in tune with my body and mind than most guys? I wonder if it's because they feel the pressure to act a certain way. Then again, I act differently in public than I do in my head. I've been having the oddest sensation of realizing how I have different "Me's." I can almost observe how I act differently under different situations or thought. There's Mac the Manager, Friend, Soulful, Goofy, Singing, Pessimistic, Optimistic, Happy, and whatever. When I look at them as separate it's really weird, but I guess all these things add up to make me Me. People are interesting, ignorant people are annoyingly interesting.

///DREAM February 27th, 2011 I remember, once again, going on some sort of date. Tough to remember much about the dream since I'm writing this a day later but I remember I was above an ocean flying around and Janos was holding up a target. I aimed for it and missed and dove as if I just jumped off a diving board. I went straight into the ocean and was able to touch the bottom of the ocean floor. I remember thinking, "Oh, shit I'm going to drown!" I tried to breathe underwater and I was able to which makes no sense but it's a dream. Eventually I got top the top and Janos asked me if I got to the bottom. February 28th, 2011 Shit, I barely remember anything of today's dream. I knew I should've written it down earlier. I remember traveling around with a group of people and getting attacked by some monsters or something. Man, it was a really good dream too. ///PERSONALITY Over the past few months I've discovered something about myself that I somewhat fear. ...