expectations
///EXPECTATIONS I noticed this about myself over the past couple weeks and saw how other people's expectations of how I am greatly affect my actions towards them and my own actions in daily life to live up to those expectations. ///Pretty sure that's a run-on buttfuckit.\\\ I generally front people as being a kind person even though being apathetic and sometimes just flat-out rude would be the much easier path. ///Well, now that I really think of it, lately I've been feeling like there's two Me's. It's a really strange thing. I'll have to write on that in a second.\\\ Expectations make me want to reach those expectations to the point where it's not just a front but natural to me. I don't really know where I'm going with this and will probably go off-topic buttfuckittt. I'm such a people pleaser to the point where I just get distraught to the point of depression when I upset someone. ///Unless it's just a rude ass jenky custome...